Results of Conversations leading to truth

Well, I just had a conversation with my sister and it emerged as a good talk that i wanted myself to know and understand. Actually she was asking something that I always wanted to ask myself- "What are you doing nowadays in IITD?". She knows it that I am not a maggu type guy who always studies or likes to study. She put me through various options- " Lawn tennis, dance, table tennis, jogging, anything that is something worth mentioning or considering " but my response is- "I dedicate my time to all the downloaded stuff our "ODC" has . I watch movies-which I don't like now much , So I watch english t.v. shows-"heroes, the lost room , sherlock holmes, Friends, The Class, Desperate housewives, Roadies,.........and many more".So, the answer is -"You may do that stuff but you must do something that is something." So, she advises me to join dance classes, or learn swimming, or play chess on internet at international level. Though some of her ideas are vague and some are good but my response is direct-"If I have to choose something in my life, I will choose improvement of my life." like 'I will wake up early in the day, do yoga , go for walk, later concentrate on my subjects, improve my english speaking skills, vocabulary..... do something that I always wanted to do.'
This is the question that I always wnated to ask myself-"When will I start living life of my own style, the way I want to live, talk, behave , laugh or may be sleep."
The answer is " 'When I will' decide that from now on, no more lethargicness, just do whatever you decide to, live the way you feel."

Well, in the core of my heart, I know I won't be able to survive with this soundness function of mine.