Crippled without a stick

There are times when you feel crippled even without a stick, and there are times when you act like crippled and these are not physically but mentally. You are doing an assignment and you know can get the code from some xyz.com website, then you tend to act like crippled. and even though you pass the first test of ignoring the site, you may lose when you are stuck in the program. and its worst if you seek the help of your friend even without fully trying it.
As a matter of fact, I am hit by the latter one.